why?

I apologize that today's post will be a bit different. As I sit here starring at the blank page and slowly writing whatever I can think of the one only image that pops into my mind is you.

Are You Alright?
Do you need time off?
Am I a burden to you?

I can't help but feel slightly depress that you think so shallow of me and how I am. Why date me in the first place if you have those thoughts in your mind? Shouldn't I be the one erasing them instead? To boast your confident and trust? Why be with me if you still suspect with great intent on me? Stop doubting me because I'm not your second choice. You either make me your priority or you don't at all.

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